I haven’t been around for a while because I was on a fabulous vacation with my daughter’s family.  It was an incredible week with my grandchildren ages 4 and 6  to experience Disneyworld.  All of us were filled with wonder from each exhibit, the technology, the fountain & fireworks, lasers all choreographed to music.  The creativity displayed was truly awe inspiring.  It reminded me that each of us has that same creative force residing within us!  Imagine what the world would be like if ALL of us tapped into that and actually applied it.

If you have been following this blog at all, you know that I’ve been meeting with a life coach weekly.  My main objective with this was to discover the blocks I have set up in my life that are preventing me from manifesting my dreams and desires.  One I discovered was my attitude about money.  It definitely needed to be changed as I thought about everything from a position of lack.  I have learned that that’s just not true!  I was actually believing a lie!  Other lies I had internalized were that I’m not worthy, I can’t do it, I don’t deserve it….lies, all lies!  Can you relate?  Here’s a little comparison for you to see where your thinking is about money.  Just click here.

Now that these lies have been exposed, what am I going to do about them?  I must disassemble the structure that held these false beliefs and create a new one with beliefs that are true.  I have a strong faith in God and what was accomplished on the cross of Christ so the Bible is where I find my new beliefs.  I’ve known these truths for years but I found out that I really didn’t believe them.  Thank God for my coach that helped to expose this!  You may not share the same faith as me but the truths I have adopted are true no matter where you come from.  Truth is truth, right?  This just happens to be the structure I’m using to break down the old belief system (the lies) and rebuilding the new (truth).  For lack of better terminology, I have “repented” from the sins of doubt, fear, and unbelief.  Every time they try to resurface, I remind myself that they are no longer mine.  I’ve laid them down.  I immediately affirm my new belief of love, faith, and trust.  In the matter of trust, my homework for this week is to learn to trust myself.  This is a tough one for me as I have MANY years worth of “no trust” to overcome.  I have made many mistakes in my life just as well as everyone else, and they come back to haunt me.  I must look at them from another viewpoint.  These are lessons in what to not repeat and therefor blessings in disguise.  I need to learn to trust my intuition and act upon them immediately.

Another thing in my personal discipline is my DAILY “hour of power”.  This is the time I meditate, pray, affirm myself in my new beliefs.  This is also when I tell God (or the universe) what I want and get in the right frame of mind to receive it.  I used to call it my “quiet time” but it’s not quiet any more.  I sing, dance, act out actually possessing that which I desire.  One truth for each of us is “when you ask, believe you receive and you shall have it”, is really profound though it sounds simple.  Another thing I have learned, when I want something, keep asking why I want it until there are no more whys to ask.  This is the essence of my desire and this is what I present on my hour of power.  Right now there are things I want to manifest so badly, I’m doing my hour of power twice a day as I have the time to do it.  I do it until I feel I have finished directing things into my life knowing that God loves me even more than I love my own children and wants me to be happy.  I have also learned that I direct everything in my life, whether good or bad, so I’m making sure I’m consciously directing good toward me by giving out love, trust and faith.